Lauryn Goodman broke down as she opened up about her love affair with Kyle Walker on Celebs Go Dating.

She initially labelled herself a “shell of herself” as she went looking for love once again before revealing the anger she feels towards the England footballer. The reality star, 33, shares two children with the Manchester City footballer and has been at the centre of much drama over the past year, after she dropped a bombshell announcement earlier this year that her second child was also fathered by Walker, 34, who was at the time, married to wife Annie Kilner.

Speaking to Anna Williamson and Paul Carrick Brunson, Lauryn almost immediately started crying as she revealed her trust issues following the dating drama. She went on to reveal exactly what happened with Kyle Walker after she initially fell pregnant and claimed she doesn’t know if she can ever forgive the sports star for his actions.

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Lauryn told the experts the whole situation and social media backlash following her announcement “knocked me sideways”.

Speaking of her second pregnancy, she said: “I think we were very shocked. It was kind of one of those moments of, here we go again. You know, my pregnancy, the kind of secret, got heavier and heavier and heavier. I actually felt like I was losing a part of myself. “Then I was getting videos of his wife, pregnant, which knocked me sideways.”

She continued: “I just remember I just kept being like, this has been some sort of sick game, so there’s obviously been a lot going on, and so I walked into the agency and kind of just unloaded everything.”

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Lauryn revealed her trust issues ( 
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She admitted she felt “angry” afterwards and says she no longer can trust anyone. When probed further, Lauryn claimed she is over “toxic” relationships and is looking for the real deal.

Earlier this week, Lauryn was also grilled over her affair with the footballer during an appearance on This Morning. She admitted to hosts Cat Deeley and Ben Shephard that she felt “no regrets”, explaining: “I can’t say I have any regrets because my children are my world. They wouldn’t be here, they wouldn’t be the way they are. Currently, there is no relationship [with Kyle Walker] and everything is dealt with through the lawyers, but yeah.”